"sharing is caring" hope sharing you all my sadness and happiness no matter what, whereas i care you. though you might not do it to me at the moment.. im going to make it works still. wish you would like to do it to me someday! one thing to share... as what i told you, there is like NO PROSPECT here Likey. & i keep job-hunting for long as you know.. somebody giving a chance to work for an expanding brand which i truly dislike; titled designer, head of few assistants, short-stay china requested; much workload is what i can guess.. but a little more different media i can try and learn at least. quite challenging be honest.. NOW, just going to deal with an interview, bargaining salary and benefit something. thinking whether i should take it if the price is well... keep battling in mind my thoughts are real complicated this few days. wishing we can get well.. meanwhile, felt hopeless with no respond from you till now am i fading out? thats what i wonder so often. imagining you will forgive sooner or later.. (sounds stupid, but its my real HOPE!) it turned me crazy. so sick of being a fool, but i do really do. Seriously don't want to get far away from you, but i found no more solution, i've already tried so hard. don't know what i can do next..? ''WiLLiNG NOT to meet another one.'' nnk is going to make a serious consideration and decision; but feels UNEASY before heading to make it.. feeling helpless. | 
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